The Power in Choice

I can't believe that I've only been at school for 2 weeks...it feels like I never left! It has been a very good two week though. I really enjoy all of my classes, learning tons (academically and socially) and having fun along the way. One of the lessons I am learning (or re-learning) is the power that comes from Choice.

I had a situation in my apartment that was, let's say less than ideal. It was making me so angry and resentful inside and those are not feelings that are easy to mask so they started influencing my whole outlook on life in general. I was not happy and I was convinced it was because of the people I was living with. Then I talked with my mom and sister about it. They agreed that the situation needed to change but it also needed to be handled with care. So I called an apartment meeting. Every one came willingly and we talked it out and essentially resolved the issue. But I realized that I was still angry inside. What? I got what I wanted, we talked it out. Why was I still looking at life with storm clouds over my eyes? I prayed to Heavenly Father. He reminded me that real change has to come from within ourselves to really matter. So I decided to refocus my attitude. What a difference that made. The rest of the week I was Klaire again. I was happy, I had my sense of humor back, I didn't mind the horrible weather (too much). It was amazing. Choice is amazing. God gave us our agency with the knowledge that it would lead to our happiness or misery; and we are the ones who decide where it leads. I am so grateful to my Father in Heaven for trusting in me and loving enough to let me decide how I will take on life's challenges. I have the power to overcome any dark cloud that surfaces. That does not mean that I do not need help and guidance along the way but does mean that I control alot more than I thought I did. I know the power in choices is real. I know that agency is a gift from God and it is one of the greatest gifts we can be given.

My Challenge to You: Choose Today